I haven't been on sheezy in quite some time. I haven't forgotten about it. Things have been, rough. My momma passed away on October 19th, just 9 days after her 64th birthday to cancer, her second battle. She kept telling me she didn't think she's make it through this time but I told her to keep fighting. I've never felt pain like I do now that she's gone. Life isn't the same, even in areas I never imagined would change. I want to draw, I just, don't have much motivation to actually do anything. I hardly get up for school and/or work each day. I should be graduating in May, if I can make it though my 7 classes starting in Jan. that is....